And for a while there my answer was always undecided, however around November '10 i decided where i want to go and what i want to do in the next 4 years.
You'd think that things could only get easier from then on.
You then discover the TRUE hassle of filling out all the forms and writing all the essay's and facing all the ugly deadlines- along with IB work of course.
After i finished all that i thought it's going to be great from now on, i am finally decided and done with all the work!
About 10 people got accepted into the university that i want, the one that i am dreaming about the most. I didn't get accepted yet.
I simply can't wait, i keep checking my email and i am on a constant panic mood! I don't even know what to do about it!
I don't want to be disappointed in the end and at the same time i can't wait any longer than i already have.
The funny thing is that every senior i know is going through the same fucked up process, that it's not even funny. It's like a life style for all 12th graders that are planning to have a future after high school.