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Truly Madly Deeply...

Is it not funny when you realize that you're truly starting to let go not because you're not in love anymore but because you realized that you're the only one left that's hanging on so tight?

I reached a point in time where I feel the need to make a decision. Either to up the fight because this is not what I sacrificed so much for, or to block this path and attempt to find another. I read something a week ago "I hate how I can't imagine anything with anyone else because I imagined it all with you" and as pathetic as it is...it's so true! I got ahead of myself, I even excited myself for that future so much that it seems almost impossible to picture it otherwise. A furniture store was enough for me to see myself right there. In the place of all those happy couples.

There are so many worse things in the world and I know it. But I can't help but fall into this particular kind of agony. Whether I'll be holding on or letting go.

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